It Obviously Means Nothing

My heart obviously means absolutely nothing to you,
If you can shatter it to the state it's in.
I'm sobbing my eyes out everyday,
Hiding in places nobody but a heartbroken girl can think of.
I'm afraid to show myself,
To look anyone in the eyes again.
I'm scared to trust another person,
If I do I might fall into another one of your tricks.

My feelings obviously mean not a thing to you,
If you can cheat and still tell me those special words.
"I love you."
Your traps slowly turn into another plot to hurt me,
And they always work.
Standing in the rain,
It reminds of our first kiss.
When you actually loved me.
Now when I get under my sheets at night,
I think of how I could've changed it,
How I could've made you love me.
And I have finally learned something new.

I can't.